An Honest Faith: Am I a Christian?
Contemporary discourse around religious belief often polarises faith and doubt, casting them as oppositional rather than companionate forces. This binary is particularly pronounced in liturgical contexts, where formal creeds such as the Nicene Creed are recited by congregations weekly, sometimes with conviction, sometimes with quiet uncertainty. Drawing on Gospel narratives—especially the stories of Peter, Thomas, Zacchaeus, the prodigal son, the road to Emmaus, the tax collector in the temple, and the parable of the sower—this essay presents a faith that is not literalist or propositional but symbolic, ethical, and open. It also offers a lens on Paul—often seen as the first systematic theologian, confident and categorical. But his letters do not conceal his wrestling. They display it. This essay argues that such participation need not be performative or dishonest. Rather, for those engaging in intelligent, morally serious forms of faith, it is possible to say the Creed with inte...